Bio:
Kidnappable?: If you can catch me with a good idea, something that'll draw me in, and are able to rp more than two sentences, I am kidnappable lol.
Playing Habits: I'm mostly available during the evening hours. Will not be available on work nights Sunday through Tuesday night.
Gender You Prefer Playing: I don't mind being either.
Favorite Genres: Fantasy, Scifi, Modern, Magical, Horror, Romance, Yaoi, Yuri, Hentai, pretty much anything but furry lol.
Genre You DON'T Like: Furry...
Playing Style: I'm fine doing both...but I hate always being in control of the story. I like rping with others who help create a story with me.
Plot Candies: I love angst in a story. It builds the climax, it buils everything. I love action that leads to angst, love that leads to angst...it's just fun! lol.
Character Stereotypes: Most of the time I am usually the leader type of character that pulls the story. Or I'm the silent violent character with a dark past, or just the typical seme character in yaoi rps lol.
Character No-Gos: I don't like playing the girl characters that are all about setting up other women to get their men or something like that. I also don't like playing characters that have already been created like using a character from an anime or something. I like rping original characters.
Random Notes: Just so you know...I HATE creating character sheets for my characters. I believe you learn the character as I rp them. So whenever I make an rp...I'm not expecting a character sheet from you. I want to learn your character as my character learns your character. It's more creative that way.
Scene Sample: (This post is from an rp I'm working on with another...who has yet to post in 2 weeks *sighs*)
"Hai...I'm very surprised actually. The way he's not improving..and yet to
gently squeeze my hand like he did...I just hope it's a good sign T-san. I..I
don't want him to die either. If it wasn't for Beorn-san...we'd still be in
trouble you know? He's a good guy." Neiji smiled faintly, only to move along
towards the direction of the kitchen so they could get something to take to
Tusenari's office. Finding the touch to his shoulder, Matrona gently pushed up a
hand, resting it upon his son's own, nodding as he took in the words. And
because of that, Matrona began to speak with Isaia, hoping that they were heard
in some way. Matrona was glad that Lycoris was with him, and could feel his son
resting against his back. Tears came to his eyes at this. Lycoris was really a
good kid...so mature...His son grew up so well despite him having ruined so much
of the youth's childhood...Though the idea of losing another he fell for...it
was maddening, and Matrona was hoping strongly that Isaia would pull through. A
sharp note left Matrona to see the tears, Matrona finding his own slowly falling
from the sight of seeing Beorn's own. He didn't think...he'd ever seen Beorn cry
before. Hands shifted a bit, one hand grasping onto Beorn's own, the other
gently wiping away at the tears that fell upon one of Beorn's cheeks. "I'm so
sorry Isaia...I...I know apologies don't amount to anything...But..but if I'm
going to be able to pay you back for what I've done..You...you need to pull
through. Onegai...just..pull through.." Matrona's hand became shaky within
Beorn's hold. "What I did...I betrayed you...I don't want to do that again. I
don't ever want to do that again. What I did...I can't really forgive myself. I
need you Isaia...You told me not to pursue you because of how dangerous such a
thing is...I..I don't care anymore. I can't stop the feelings I have for
you...and shooting you was the worst idea my thoughts ever gave me. I don't want
you dead...I never did. And..I...I don't want to hate you either. Whether you
run from me or not...I...I don't think I can stop loving you...You're not a
replacement for the woman I lost years ago...No, you couldn't ever replace
her...But you know that. But I've been given a second chance at love...so you
better come back to me..." Matrona trembled, his hands shaking, but was forcing
himself to relax. "I'm here Isaia..."
Many days had gone by, and rather slowly. Neiji would come in and check upon
Beorn, and Matrona would always be there...waiting. Matrona had been told to go
rest in his room, but Julian just could not budge. Sometimes he did leave a bit
with his son, Lycoris having encouraged his father to get some air. Matrona did
go, but only when his son asked. He didn't go whenever anyone else tried to get
him to go. Not even Nikita had any luck, nor Asashi. Matrona was there again
that morning, his expression very distant as he gently touched Isaia's hand,
again trying to wake the other. He was alone at that moment, Matrona having told
his son that it was alright, once again, for the youth to go with Nitsu to get
some good rest. There had been a cot set up so that he could rest there with
Isaia. "I did this to you...Oh gods...why did I do it? Why..." Julian trembled
as he found no more tears able to leave him, having cried out so many of them to
begin with. Throughout those days of no change...Matrona was realizing more and
more that he really did fall for Isaia. He didn't know when it happened, but he
had fallen for the man and hard. And now Beorn was dying, and that was breaking
Matrona down just as he had almost fallen apart when his wife had been killed.
If it wasn't for Lycoris, Matrona would have died a long time ago. Again he
would live...but how broken would he become? He would live for his son...but in
what condition...he himself was having a hard time determining. He would change
again if he lost Beorn...Matrona was certain of it. "Isaia...don't leave
me...Not like this...I'm so sorry...I'm so sorry..." Matrona whispered, the
tears coming back once again, his tearducts burning as each tear was becoming
more and more painful.
The morning was starting painful as usual for Matrona...but was starting quite
strange for Neiji. Kimera had calmed down, Neiji wishing he knew what was
up...but at least got to enjoy a night with his two lovers like they usually
did. None the less, his sleep was starting to be disturbed, shuddered notes
leaving him as he shifted on the bed a bit, wincing a little. /"S...Samael? What
is this?..." Neiji had heard a scream and had rushed into one of the rooms, only
to see the room was not a room...but an empty space...the room seeming larger
than any of the rooms in the hotel, similar to the ballroom. There was nothing
within it though, other than Samael holding onto someone. Moving in closer, eyes
widened to see it was Setsuna. Neiji instantly took a step back. "Samael...did
you...?" Neiji couldn't ask, realizing that Samael couldn't have done that,
seeing the man's hands trembling upon the limp form. Samael said nothing. Neiji
had heard the cry of pain which was why he entered the room. Again Neiji looked
around. "Where is this? It's...our headquarters ne? Samael? Where are we? What
is this?" Samael lowered the body, not answering any of Neiji's questions,
standing up to his full height. Neiji suddenly felt smaller compared to Samael,
despite that he was always shorter of course. None the less...he felt even
smaller at that moment and took a step back. Samael stood there, his dark
strands overshadowing his face...the sound of many chains clinking as they fell
to the ground suddenly breaking the silence. "The chains..." Neiji breathed out
again and took another step back. Samael pulled his hands upwards, studying the
markings left upon his wrists from the chains that had once been there. Samael
gritted his teeth as a bloodied tear suddenly fell to the ground. It didn't just
land on the ground either.
As the drop fell...and colided to the ground, a sudden transformation began to
form throughout the room, Samael at it's center. A strange alarm began to fill
Neiji's ears as he took another step back, seeing the ground starting to
deteriorate before him. "S...Samael? What...what's going on? What....is this?" A
cold sensation ran through him, Neiji finding himself becoming frightened. The
ground started to lose it's solid appearance, now seeming more like a grated
floor, the walls turning into bars, blood coating various parts of the area,
darkness surrounding other than a faint red glow. It wasn't just the room
either, it was the entire building...No...it wasn't just the building either.
Osaka was slowly being devoured by this darkness...an outstretching one. "How
dare he take him away from me...I'll make you all suffer...I am no longer
changed. His death...my freedom? What a joke...I...do not want this
freedom...I...Setsuna...If I can't have you...then what good is freedom?" Samael
turned a cold eye towards Neiji. "I am sorry Mecredi...but if I cannot have
happiness...I'm not about to sit back and allow everyone else...You will all
suffer...every last one of you. Because of who you are though...Mecredi...I
don't want you to suffer..." Samael's gaze softened. "I do not want you to
suffer...." He repeated again before lifting up a hand. "That is why...you will
die first..." A bloodied tear fell down Samael's visage as a sudden pain took to
Neiji's chest. "S...Samael...ah..."/ "AGHH!" Neiji cried out, eyes opening
strongly as he sat up, breathing very hard, but having silenced himself by
muffling his scream, covering his mouth quickly. The dream instantly faded and
Neiji realized he was back in his room. "N...Nani?"
Another woke from that dream, a sharp note leaving Samael as he pushed himself
up, a hand resting strongly upon his forehead. His gaze turned towards the
resting creature beside him, Samael wincing as he studied Setsuna. /What...a
bizzare dream..Or perhaps a nightmare? Since when was the last time I had a
nightmare?/ Though his dream was different. It did not have Neiji in it...If
anything, it was the situation before the part Neiji's dream took place in.
Samael's alone had ended right as he began to speak to Mecredi, but ended there
as he felt a sudden twinge within his chest. His heart ached, and mainly for
another reason, a reason he could not figure out yet. Setsuna was killed...but
by who? And why? Fate's words came back to him, that strange warning. Maybe
those words were just causing him to have this strange dream. Though he tensed
as he thought he heard a cry from somewhere else? "Mecredi?" It was silenced
though, Neiji having tried his best to do so quickly. Shaking his head, Samael
returned his gaze back upon Setsuna, his gaze softening, despite there being a
troubled expression as well within his face.